Physically.

Mentally.

Emotionally.

:(

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I don't blow-dry my wet hair after a bath. Yes, because I'm lazy :P

But then again ...

I help conserve energy.

I cause less noise pollution.

I emit less heat.

See ... I'm not so bad a person after all >_<

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People come, people go.

Things happen, things change.

Time moves, there's no looking back.

What lasts forever?

Embrace the present. Cherish the moments.

And the memories ... will be yours forever.

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If there can be no expectations, what's the point of hope. If there can be no hope, what's the point of it all.

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Darn it!

I can't upload pixies because my passwords have been reset apparently.

And I couldn't load the site to change passwords.

Darn it!

It's raining now, and there's no service on Astro.

Darn it!

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Haven't been blogging this entire week, because this whole week ... was a chain of events!

Monday morning started out just like any other mornings, except that I wasn't feeling very well with gastric and cough. But I decided to go to work and see the doctor down at the workplace. Got my medicine, and *tadaa* MC as well. So I went on home to rest because I did think I wasn't really well enough to work on.

So on to home, I took a bowl of porridge and the medicine. The doc also prescribe Vit C, which I took one. But not long after, I felt horribly nauseous ... and you guessed it! I vomited. My first ever vomit in my own condo's toilet >_<

I thought maybe the medicine were too strong since this was the first time I've been prescribed with pills for cough. So I went to see my usual doctor down in Damansara Jaya. She said the medicine shouldn't be the problem, probably it's the Vit C that caused the upset of acid and gas in the stomach that prompted the vomit. She also said I had some viral infection in the large intestine - some kind of food poisoning. And so I was prescribed with new medicine for the cough and gastric. I was also given some Ultracarbon charcoal. And MC for the next day -_-"

Tuesday went on pretty ok. The appetite was still not there, but at least I managed to down some mee suah soup. And also I started purging. I thought oh well, maybe it's the charcoal that's purging out all the toxin, so I didn't give much thought to it.

On to Wednesday, I was still purging and of course started feeling week and tired. I went on to work in the morning, but then decided to take the afternoon off to get more rest. Since I was still purging, I decided to give the doc a call and ask about it. Turned out to be my viral infection was starting to show its symptoms and it was nothing to do with any of the meds prescribed. Then my mum decided to call our family Gastroenterologist specialist and ask him about my condition. There, the doctor asked me to take 2 Imodium to stop the diarrhea and Maxalon to stop the nausea.

Come Thursday morning, I still wasn't feeling well. I decided not to go to work, and went to visit the family Gastroenterologist doc. He did a very thorough check-up, and I think we spent almost 30 minutes in his room doing consultation and check-up. He then said what I am going through is just dyspepsia (not gastritis) and acute food poisoning. And so I was prescribed with new medicines and antibiotics (thank goodness!).

Went on home to take the medicine and all. But somehow another drama started in the late afternoon. I suddenly had a very bad difficulty in breathing. You know when you breathe in and out, you can see your stomach expanding and deflating due to the movement of the diafragma? My one was hardly moving, it's like my lungs are hardening up. So my dad and sister took me to the ER in Sunway Hospital. Seriously I thought I was gonna die on the way there :P

Over in Sunway, the docs took blood and urine samples for test. Everything came out negative. Normal. But I was given a Bascopan jab to relieve the abdominal pain. Then my breathing was ok. But somehow, another drama unfolded. I noticed the muscles around my neck and face started to become stiff. My head would just turn backwards to the right, and just keep going that direction. Then it would stiff towards the back. Then to the front! It was scary. I told the doc, the doc said it shouldn't be any side effects. So I thought ok I'll just go on home and relax.

But back at home, the stiffness did not become any better. In fact at one point, it spasmed and stiffed towards the back and left so much I thought it could break if it continues to spasm that way. The my mum called our family doc again. The doc said maybe it could be the toxin going upwards to the head, and then told my mum to give me one Dalium and see if it would help.

I was already getting dressed, ready to get admitted once again into hospital when my mum decided to put some hot pack on my neck and see if it helps. After a while, it sure felt so much more relieved. I'm not sure if it was the Dalium at work or the hot pack, but I was glad my neck felt relaxed again.

And here I am today on Friday, blogging about this. Today has been good (cross fingers), and I seriously hope I'd get all well soon enough. This week has been like hell :(

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Yesterday.

But ended up buying things for myself.

Then today again.

*And* ended up buying things for myself. Again.

Oiiiii ... apa la~ ... so lack of self-control!!! *slaps own forehead*

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Shoes or clutch?

Or both?

Sleep or iron?

Iron or sleep?

Decisions, decisions, decisions.

Aaahh shucks ... I'll just go watch Jacky Cheung's Music Odyssey concert on DVD. For the umpteenth time!

Woo~hoo~~~

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It's close to 2 am now, and I'm still here uploading back all my pictures into my gallery -_-"

I do not know what happened. Nor how it happened. But all the pictures in my gallery just went kaput like that. Gone! Missing! Hilang!

*yawns*

And I'm so sleepy!

Sigh, I guess I'll just continue in the next few days :(

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It's so sucky when you feel there's phlegm stuck in your upper throat! And you just can't seem to clear it no matter how you try to blow your nose, or how hard you try to push it down and swallow/spit it!

And the worst thing is that it has been like this for days!

I'm going to switch my flu medicine tomorrow! And with that, I'm going to be sleeping like a pig >_<

Zzzzzzzzzzzz........

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Early Saturday morning, I had the real shock of the day when I went to check on the clothes drying out in the spare room. (Yes, I use the 2nd bedroom for drying my clothes :P Whattodo, got no sunlight coming in in the dry yard!).

Back to the story, I went to check on the clothes. As I took one of the t-shirts from the rack, I saw this really humongous cockroach on it. With a very clear yellow line on its neck. Eewww.

I let out a really loud scream *blushes* because it was really *that* close to me, as I quickly threw the shirt on the floor. Saw it running behind the stack of stuffs in the room. I ran out. Grabbed the can of aerosol spray. Went back and hit at the roach. Sprayed at it, followed it and targetted it like a war enemy as it ran out and into another room before it scrambled under a cupboard and spent the last few moments of its life under there.



I didn't dare do a macro or even get close to it >_<

Eww. Urgh. Roaches.

How to prevent them from coming in?!

Urgh.

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I don't know how the blardy heck the assam powder from my pack of guava managed to hit the bull's eye - or my eye rather! I was poking a piece of guava out of the packet when the edge of the opening grazed the guava and flicked the assam powder from the guava. Right into my left eye!

The very same eye that I got poked!

The very same eye that I'm still having problems with when I'd get woken up in the middle of the nights by a pain and prickling feeling.

Sheesh!

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Yes, yes, yes! It's here, it's coming d. Tomorrow night's coming real soon!!!

Bought the tickets to Jacky Cheung's concert here like 4 months ago. And finally it's here. Tomorrow night!

Woo-hoooo!!!!! I've been to all his major concerts here, and I'm glad to say that I've never been disappointed with his performance. Not once. His first concert here I went was back in 1993 at Stadium Negara. Then 1995, 1999, etc etc ... and the most recent one was the Snow Wolf Lake musical show! Every single one of 'em - no regrets!

I'm just thinking now, though, how to sneak a camera inside! And why-oh-why *this* organiser doesn't allow cameras (for still images), so kiasu!

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Oh my gosh. I wonder what's playing in these people's minds.

I logged on this morning, only to find out someone has impersonated me and posted a baddie comment on one of 5xmom's post. Sheesh.

Apparently, this was the comment he/she posted :
lilian, want se u embarrass tomorrow, must must come u, already standy 1 grp ppl, alamak, very scare uuhhh, lilian, take care.

Dei. I don't have that much time and brain juice lar to be spurting threats on people's blogs and sites. Everyone knows I'm an angel *halo shining* *LOL* Got time oso I go get more beauty sleep lar. Or go shopping! Or go take photos :P These people, sheesh. I guess the line "I've got time! I've got time!" really do apply to these people in some way eh. Oi, go get Astro Max lar!

Sheesh!

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Tomorrow, 26th, will the installation of our Yang di-Pertuan Agong, Tuanku Mizan Zainal Abidin. I heard that government offices, schools and banks will be closed on that day.

But you see hor, he's our king! The king of the COUNTRY wor! Why only the government sector and schools (and banks) get to have the day off? Why is it not a public holiday?!!! :( Why?? Why???!!! *sob-sob*

Next week Tuesday and Wednesday are holidays (Labour Day and Wesak Day), and I've already applied leave for Monday (hee-hee!!). So you see, if tomorrow's a public holiday then I can apply leave for Friday as well. Then I'll get to enjoy a super duper long holiday from Thursday right up to Wednesday (wah, syiok-nyer! Like chinese new year!!!). But ... but .. but ......... sigh ......

Why lah? Why no public holiday tomorrow?!!! *sob-sob* :'(

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