Sigh.

I am. On the verge. Of giving up. On the Nikon EM. Urgh.

The first roll - I ended up loading the film wrongly. Which none of the frames were exposed at all. Because the film didn't move along as I stroke the winding lever after each time I take a pic. I think all 36+ shots were basically just .. um .... wasted! Yep. WASTED. My effort of composing. My dedication. My all. :(

After the incident, I looked at the instruction diagram again. So I tried loading as what I see from the diagram. I thought I have gotten it right this time. But .......

....... I've already stroked the winding lever way past 36 frames. Way past as in like more than 5 frames. And I could still stroke the lever easily. Which could only mean one thing.

That the film must have (again) not gotten loaded properly.

Urgh! *pulls hair*

All shots. Wasted. W-A-S-T-E-D.

:(